It's the nothingness that frustrates.
That lack of feeling, of caring, of anything really.
I can be OK because of Christ in me. For He is my strength and motivation always - daily - but especially on those days where there is nothing.
This cycle frustrates, yet I can rest knowing that there is purpose, that even here, even now, has been seen by God and is good.
Oh to remember that every moment is Holy. That You oh Lord use even the most mundane of days to shine Your grace and glory through.